Monday, April 16, 2007
monday 16 april 07 .
today after table tennis ... im thinking on the bus... m i harming u in any way ? u will surelly say no ... haiz .. so sain and sad and tried this days ..wondering where can i improve ... feeling hopeless.... i need help ! i wan someone u say ..you r useless ... cant even make ur own gf happi , cant even help her talk back to tt guy who made her angry ... cant even tell everyone while holding her hand saying loudly ... "SHES MINE !! ALL BOYS DONT TRY NOR DREAM OF HAVING HER !!" cant even ... dont even had the courage .... dont even dare ... im hopeless ... and have to see the fake face of urs .... we r just actors untill now i knew ... very wad leh ... i cannot do things a boyfriend should do ..... haiz very very very very sad ........... many many things change .. we haven been saying good night in sms for i dunnoe how long !! i think i haven send u home for more then one week .... .... we haven saying sweet things to each other for a while .... i think im really nt suitable to be ur "knight" ...i wan to cry out loud !~ i feel very hopeless .... ppl some * say im sweet to u ....... some just take this as a joke ....
haiz very sad ... i wan to sleep .. nthing to say .... why m i feeling this way ?

4:15 AM
kiss the rain