Friday, July 13, 2007
friday , 13 july 2007
thinking of it ...maybe .... to wait might be better ... but then .. maybe .. its not really your problem .. that im usually mad at you .... im saying this because i heard that someone had ask you for your msn ... maybe ... he likes you ... nobody knows... nothing is imposible ...
maybe one day ... i might be sitting at a corner ... and you ... kissing and hugging with him at the main street .... haha .. nothing is imposible ...

ok .. back to what m i saying just now ....
im mad just because ... i just can't sand seeing you .. with boys ... maybe jealousy ... maybe .. feeling hopeless ....
haha .. talk so much also no much use... (like talking to myself ... sadsad)

if you are looking at this entry ...
hope you understand how i felt at such times ...

if you don't really understand ... its just mean
im quite hurted by you when im with you some times ... you hurt me ... so time.. but i still don't give it a dam ...
but .. one thing for sure .. i will not like another girl "after" you ...
but then even you don't have that fucking feeling for me .. i don't care....
cause .. force will ever have feelings ..

I'm hurt when you are with other boys .. i feel hopeless ...
and want to know if you treat me like your boyfriend ma ....
cause you like rather talk to the other boys then me ...

i hate it !!!
its so painful to think of someone you love ...

i wonder if you are doing the same .. cause .. they say ..friends
say that you don't look like my girlfriend ...
like no feelings for me ..
like don't like me ....
i don't care .. cause i believe that we are really in love with each other .. believe each other .....
could spend happiness together....
but, i think no ..
you didn't trust me ...
making us break up for 2 months ...
total sadness for 2months ... for me ...
i don't know about you ..
you might not even care !!!

you think that this is kinda like a game ....

writing with tears ...
bye *

4:53 AM
kiss the rain